Lenten eMeditation – March 10, 2005 #30

<p>Why am I afraid? </p>

<p>Fear has been the topic of at least two conversations over the past week. This has to be more than a coincidence. Is the Spirit continuing to bring forth the issues I need to work on?  These conversations tried to explore why people are unwilling to speak out or take a stand. In short we concluded we tend to be afraid because we sense we have something to lose. We could lose business, a job, or our reputation in summary we are afraid of the “good opinion of other people.” </p>

<p>I’m thinking about my fears spotlighted by the disciplines of the season. In prayer I’m reflecting on the Gospel readings. The Gospel stories report that Jesus was not afraid to speak to the woman at the well, cure on the Sabbath or touch a leper. All actions which put him at odds with the good opinion of may people in his day. </p>

<p>Fasting and almsgiving pry away the crust of attachment that feeds my fears. It is clear to me that I have much work to do. Dare I pray for one small chance to take a stand today? </p>

<p>”Remember us, O Lord, as you favor your people.” (Ps 106:4a) </p>